this is my dumping ground for polvore.com :D

shambamWOW.

hello again, long forgotten friend! what is it with me and my sporadic blogging? sorry to the -12 people who actually read this bundle of insanity. maybe this will be an important blog someday, but i don't think that day is coming anytime soon.

anyway, since my last post was about the 4 boys, i will go ahead and say that there are only 2 now. one likes me, and i like one, and they aren't the same person sadly. isn't life just a huge square sometimes?

also, i hate snow. the only thing i like about winter is icicles.

~skyefish

a quartet of questions.

hello.

things in my life are odd. mainly because, for some reason, there are [shudder] BOYS in my life. :) haha, this usually isn't a problem. but now, there are FOUR, and each with merits and demerits, and i have no notion as to who i like or any of that ridiculous nonsense. blahhhh.

in other news, i like the band Paramore. a lot. very much. averymuchlot. :D

okay. random post is now TERMINATED. :) teehee.

~skyefish <3

BOUNDLESS ENERGY.

hello, the internet. sorry I haven't been around much lately. school is insane. :P

anyway, so. a lot has been going on lately, you know? mostly, homework. geh. BUT, yesterday, my friend the Lizard and I had a ridiculous time in the car to and from a choral clinic. so that was good. :D

and OH. the other thing that must be told to you, internet: I am in love. sorta. we think. and NOT with a song or band this time, like with a dude! [gasp] yeah. in this blog, I think I used to call him Christos of Pha.......but that sounds very much like something I would've said in middle school. so I'm going to think of something better........but not yet. :)

alrighty, wellz, goodbye blog! I swear I'll be back soon!

~skyefish the gummy bear~

p.s. I'm listening to Justin Bieber.......sorry, members of the sane world. :/

oh. my. fnuppin. gosh. :P

wow.

that's about all i can say at the moment. isn't that sad? i'm a novelist, a songwriter, a poet, and an avid friend-talker-to, but all i can say is wow. one word that is barely a word at all, more like a pitiful excuse for a word. geez.

well, in case anyone is wondering, i am having some...interesting problems. no, it's not that Shan guy again....though really maybe it is a little bit? partly him and partly another guy, who i think is super cool and everything but not THAT way anymore......geez.

high school is a funny beast. :P

~skyefish the utterly confused and at a loss for words~

p.s. geez.

it's no surprise that NOTHING rhymes with woman.

haha, that is a lyric. the title, that is. it's from "Another Man's Woman" by Carbon Leaf.....and yes, i like that band now too. :) that's the way the world works i guess.

in other news, GEEZ i need to blog more often! so fnuppin' much has happened since the last time i blogged that i cannot possibly hope to cover it all. there are 2 big things though. let me list them below, and then briefly/non-briefly describe them for you:

1. i went to summer camp as a CIT 1 and it BEASTED. i have never had so much fun. ever in my lifetime. yup. it was absolutely fabulous.

2. i, Skyefish/Ellen/whatever other pseudonyms i am using, IS OVER SHAN/SHMALEX/WHATEVER OTHER PSEUDONYMS FOR HIS NAME THERE ARE. yup. and i have said that before but i swear on my woodcookie and my letters from Kelp that i really am over it this time. and that swear is like the most serious thing ever, so be explained below.

there is nothing more i have to say about the nasty Shan business, so on to a MUCH more important thing: CAMP!!!! oh my goodness gracious, it was literally the bestest place ever. legit. but i was there for 2 weeks (13 days, actually, and 12 nights) but as a CIT 1 (counselor-in-training part 1) we got to do counselor stuff AND camper stuff, which was delightful. and all the CITs got counselor "big sisters" who we can go to with problems and who we love unconditionally (at least in me and my bcffl Phoenix's case) and they are AWESOME. and my big's name is Kelp. and she is the most awesome person on the face of the earth, followed closely by my cousin Amy and Stephenie Meyer. and then me and my friends, of course.

but anyway, Kelp--she's a beast. she's like, all the stuff that you are supposed to be as a counselor (good at fire-building, AWESOME BEYOND REASON, knows lots of songs, friendly to kids, good at arts and crafts, etc) and she's also EVERYTHING that i want to be as a counselor. because you see, even when i am the part of me that i am at camp, i am not exactly the most loud and outgoing person ever. and Kelp is freakishly awesome, even though she is quieter than some of the other counselors. which makes her several times cooler than anyone exactly like her who is just naturally as loud as the others. yup.

okay, this is a reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally long post. adios for now.

~Skyefish~

p.s. i love camp. and my bcffl Phoenix. and Kelp. :) and NOT Shmalex.